Randummy

HUHU I MISS MY OLD LYFFF (uhlay) I miss my friends, my position as schools organizations official, my BESTFRIENDS OF ALL TIME AAAA so first year of hischool I got 3 superbestfriends then 2nd year I got my 2nd family from an organization plus I was the chairman and the last year which is now I lost them all but I got this obligation to study everyday everynight everybody dance now~ *singing* SERIOUSLY I need some quality time (ew did I sound like nowadays erratic teenager) I am miserable and I need to see everybody around me miserable too! Although it wont help anything. I even forgot to bring my sweater along with me to school yesterday, it was really a doomed day, I got nothing to hug and squeezed so I squeeze my desk and it was not one good squeezable pleasure (?) idk what's going on but I need a long session of weeping. Like lemony snicket said, you know it can make you feel better, even if your circumstances havent changed one bit. Totally true its like detaching this staples from one bitter broken heart.... #norelation wkwk and its odious to see people who try to keep themselves look handsome or pretty or cool whatever the truth is they are not. So why trying so harddddd. let it go. I hate you my friends :) *sarcasm only works when its followed by a smile* wait is that even a sarcasm? Uh what else, I need a decent holiday.....