BOREDOM STEALS SANITY

HEY IM BORED AND I KNOW AS A 12 GRADER I NEED TO STUDY AND BLAH BUT IM SO TIRED OF PUTTING ANYTHING INTO MY BRAIN BECAUSE IT KEEPS TELLING ME THAT IT'S TIRED TOO SO I LISTEN TO IT AND DECIDE TO GIVE IT A REST AND NOW I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!

btw ive been searching for a tutorial of how to make an altered book. I need to make 2 for my friends, I heard that it should be made of a book with stitches not glues. but I havent got right mood to start looking for some. my friend told me to try senen or idk, i forgot. and i dont know if i will be able to manage my time between doing these books and studying oh hell.

my moms coming home todayyyyyyy. this morning she texted me that she was already on the plane and was going right back here. but til now im still home alone, doing nothing but abusing my internet connection. i need one decent holiday and i know it'll come, i know i'll be going to spore with my bestfriends in months so i just need to be more patient.

i have done my class photo session for our yearbook and i think the result will be not as good as i thought it would........ idont know maybe because my own photo didnt turn out really great, it was really disappointing, for me. i looked like an alay and i REALLY hate looking at it. errrrgh i wish i were an indian -not indian india but indian indian get it? idc. being an indian will be much more cool than being a guy from 1920's in a train. oh well.

i need to get going, will study biology. i wont flunk my test on friday so toodlezzzzz guyzzzzz

Randummy

HUHU I MISS MY OLD LYFFF (uhlay) I miss my friends, my position as schools organizations official, my BESTFRIENDS OF ALL TIME AAAA so first year of hischool I got 3 superbestfriends then 2nd year I got my 2nd family from an organization plus I was the chairman and the last year which is now I lost them all but I got this obligation to study everyday everynight everybody dance now~ *singing* SERIOUSLY I need some quality time (ew did I sound like nowadays erratic teenager) I am miserable and I need to see everybody around me miserable too! Although it wont help anything. I even forgot to bring my sweater along with me to school yesterday, it was really a doomed day, I got nothing to hug and squeezed so I squeeze my desk and it was not one good squeezable pleasure (?) idk what's going on but I need a long session of weeping. Like lemony snicket said, you know it can make you feel better, even if your circumstances havent changed one bit. Totally true its like detaching this staples from one bitter broken heart.... #norelation wkwk and its odious to see people who try to keep themselves look handsome or pretty or cool whatever the truth is they are not. So why trying so harddddd. let it go. I hate you my friends :) *sarcasm only works when its followed by a smile* wait is that even a sarcasm? Uh what else, I need a decent holiday.....

heyyy

HEYYYYYY I just finished watching cirque du freak. i think it means circus of freak, like cirque du soleil, no?

and i just realized something. if i am asked like
"what do you wanna be?"
i will answer
"a vampire."
well im not a huge fan of twilight, i even havent seen new moon and eclipse (has it been released yet? idc) but yeah vampires are sick they are cool and i think i wanna be one of them. but i changed my mind because thats pretty much like "i wanna be dead and drink blood" but heck, vampires are cool (here i said it again) they have cold skin (i think) and sharp eyes, i wanna have grey eyes. but i dont like and never think of wearing softlenses aewwwww. they can move faster than us human and they seem so cool so there will be many girls chasing after me mehehehe jk.

btw today i went to kemang, to costumescloset and i bought some fake moustaches. cool. i planned to search for masinis costume actually. masinis is masinis you know wakaka as you know my vocabs are miskin and im too lazy to open dictionary. yeah they drive trains. thats for my yearbook photoshoot heckyeah i'll be so cool but thats only if i can find the costume.

and junior masterchef was awesome. i was rooting for several kids but none of them went to top 20 :/ did i bring bad luck to them by giving my support? sorry then.

i gotta get to sleep because tomorrow's monday and that means flag ceremony, congrats have a blast bye